CONTROL…
Sometimes I just tend not to see… Other times I see far..
So very far…
Far beyond my thoughts..
Right into the future and times unwitnessed!
Grappling with so much quest and desire to serve in the magnitude for which my thought holds..
Lingering doubts about the purpose to which my call was made even before I was made.
When night falls and I sit still in the silence of my space, only
wondering if truly the picture which I know of tomorrow will be indeed exactly as my mind has seen.
Hmmmm…this life!
Twist and turns, unforseeable minutes and seconds unfolding like a pregnancy. Drama upon drama of dishonesty in the full glare of onlookers as though it is an acceptable way to live life.
The rumbling of truth ever constant no matter how many lies may have been told the truth always shows up at the end with the strength of its brightness dispelling the darkness one may have lived even if it’s a whole life time.
Control is a powerful feeling. Being in control even more powerful, fulfilling dreams and making thoughts come alive where fear scares strenght and drives away confidence.
In the end, what matters is the ability to stay in control no matter the situation, even when doubts and fear arise, hold strong, know that the purpose is true, though it may never turn out exactly as the mind has seen but it will be something close because you have lived it once, right inside your mind and dreams where everything is very possible. Oppose your fears and create your gears for life remains a marathon with a single destination, therefore be in control!
